wanted to stay in the middle of nowhere in fens. Last night I was too tired to
take it in, but this is the view looking east from the front of the pub.
only a mile and half away – but this morning, I’m looking this way.
her level-crossing-hut-toilet. I asked her if it was a lonely job, sitting
there on her own all day, watching a screen to see when the next train was
coming, going out and closing the gates, making sure nobody collided and died.
She said she didn’t mind it. I envied
her a little bit. Thought maybe it would be a good job for a writer, with
all that time to let your imagination roam. I suppose if you let it roam too
far you’d be in danger of missing the signals and creating mayhem. I asked Johnny if he’d like it,
and he said no, he’d get itchy feet.
of badly maintained paths. This one was full of nettles, thistles and elder.
Sally the dapple grey. (Johnny named her Sally inadvertently).
names of some of these Fen rivers.)
Walking along the bank was kind of
what I’d been waiting for – all the way from the Humber, and I loved it.
Watching cars in the landscape far away, moving in straight lines, but with no
sound. Being higher, here on a six foot bank, than everything else you can see
apart from trees and manmade objects. The quiet. Yesterday we could hear the A1
as a constant backdrop. Here the traffic noise was erratic – a distant engine,
a light aircraft flying over, accentuating the silence in between in the same way that the farmhouses, trees, wind turbines, accentuated the flatness.
a cyclist there who was keen to chat and tell us of his travels. The first
place he mentioned was Hebden Bridge, where he stayed in the
summer – he camped at the New Delight. He came from Peterborough, so it wasn’t
quite the same as meeting someone from Hebden, yet again, in a remote place
miles from home, but nearly!
walked today are dead straight – our route on the map geometric, sharp,
angular. The day was warm by now. The road turned into a track, then a grassy
track, then disappeared altogther for a while into a growth of nettles and
thistles before returning as a field edge.
all the wind turbines he could see. Then he got annoyed by me for not wanting
to have an argument about wind turbines. For while he marched on ahead. When I
caught up with him and asked if he was OK he said the electricity lines were
messing with his magnetic fields. I looked up, and sure enough, we were walking
under an electricity line.
what my magnetic fields were doing and how I would know if they were upset.
completely flat, not even a vague slope in sight, so I felt like I was walking
along the bottom of something, and I felt very small. I could imagine being
watched from above, and how slow my progress would seem. Like a beetle crossing
a huge table, or a turtle in the desert. I was hot, and something about the endlessness,
the monotony, reminded me of days when I was a child and it seemed like things
could go on and on and the end wasn’t even something that was an issue, it was
more about the state of being.
existing forever on the horizon and never getting closer. I imagined it as a
house and someone in it watching our approach, what they might be thinking.
boring path he’d ever been on and he was never in his life going to go walking
in the Fens again.
winds rather than being channelled into a straight line. Nobody had walked the path for a long time and we were wading
through grass, nettles and hogweed.
which was a wonder and a delight..